Well, alive anyway.

No new drawings, unfortunately, but maybe this'll get some creative juice flowing...

(most of these characters I don't have anything on DA for... But ideas be brewin'...)

Chose 10 of your OC's. Or ten of your favorite people.(like friends, family, celebrities. Anyone you think is cool.) But you can't choose yourself.


1: Aeko
2: Tobra
3: Doxe
4: Myde
5: Vayne
6: Kaleb
7: Gereme
8: Shaerendin
9: Ekronn
10: Jetta

1) 4 (Myde) invites 3 (Doxe) and 8 (Shaerendin) to dinner at their house. What happens?
Myde, being a chef, makes a remarkable feast for Shaerendin. Doxe doesn't eat, so he just sits at the table, wondering why he's there in the first place...

2) 9 (Ekronn) tries to get 5 (Vayne) to go to a strip club.
Vayne smiles and agrees. They go, have fun, have some drinks. Ekronn is sure in for a surprise when he gets Vayne home... since Vayne's a professional crossdresser..

3) You need to stay at a friend’s house for the night. Do you chose 1(Aeko) or 6 (Kaleb)?
Um... Probably Kaleb. Aeko is kind of a prissy bastard, and would definitely get on my nerves. Kaleb is nicer, and sweeter.

4) 2 (Tobra) and 7 (Gereme) are making out. 10 (Jetta) walks in...Their reaction?
(totes just realized 8 out of the 10 OC's I chose are gay...)
Jetta would probably just stare for a while before saying anything. And.... I could see those two making out...

5) 3 (Doxe) falls in love with 6 (Kaleb). 8 (Shaerendin) is jealous. What happens?
Whoa whoa wow. Um. Wow. Shaerendin realizes that finding his lost father is more important than things like love, and moves on. Why Kaleb would fall for Doxe is beyond me... (Doxe is scary D

6) 4 (Myde) jumps you in a dark alleyway. Who comes to your rescue? 10(Jetta), 2 (Tobra) or 7(Gereme)?
Lol Myde is way too nice to do that, but if he did.... Gereme would probably come to my aid. Jetta is evil, and Tobra would just watch in amusement.

7) 1 (Aeko) decides to start a cooking show. 15 minutes later what is happening?
Explosions. lots of them. don't let that man near so much as a toaster.

8) 5(Vayne) is in a car crash and is critically injured. What does 9(Ekronn) do?
Ekronn would debate helping him, recalling their last encounter, but, being a paladin, would save him anyway.

9) 3 (Doxe) has to marry either 8(Shaerendin),4(Myde), or 9(Ekronn). Who do they chose?
Ooh. um. He'd probably go for Myde actually. He has a fixation with humans.

10) 7(Gereme) kidnaps 2 (Tobra) and demands something from 5(Vayne) for 2's release. What is it?
Ooh, good luck with that, Ger. I actually don't know. Maybe Vayne kidnapped Kaleb, and that's what he wants back XD

11) You get to meet either 1(Aeko) or 6(Kaleb). Who do you chose?
Aeko. Kaleb is pretty average.

12) 10(Jetta) challenges 4 (Myde) to a chariot race. Why?
LOL of all things? Maybe to see who's gayer. That's right, I said it.

13) Everyone gangs up on 3 (Doxe). Does 3 have a chance in hell?
Oh if you only knew. Doxe used to be referred to as an angel of death, the Black Swan. But he's retired now. And a little more vampiric these days... I think he'd be fine.

14) Everyone is invited to 2 (Tobra) and 10 (Jetta) wedding except for 8(Shaerendin). How do they react?
I don't think he'd care much... He's too busy hunting, and looking for daddy

15) Why is 6 (Kaleb) afraid of 7(Gereme)?
lol because Gereme is a scary goth/emo

16) 10 (Jetta) gathers everyone around to tell them a fairy tale. How does it go?
ONce upon a time, there was a great land full of puny little elf men. Then the big awesome Naga came around, and made them all dead. The end! Let's go have sex!

17) 1 (Aeko) arrives late for 2 (Tobra) and 10's (Jetta) wedding. What happens? And why are they late?
He's late because he has an unyielding hatred for Jetta. He only showed up because a character not on this list would make him go

18) 5(Vayne) and 9(Ekronn) get roaring drunk and end up at your house. What happens?
I don't even know how that would go! Bad. Yeah, bad.

19) 3(Doxe), 8(Shaerendin), 6(Kaleb) and 4 (Myde) all go to the zoo for 8's birthday party. How does it go? What presents do they get 8?
It doesn't go well... Shaerendin brings along his bow and arrows, not really knowing what a zoo is, and Kaleb and Myde have to stop him from killing everything. Doxe doesn't care much, and says his present is letting him live. Kaleb buys him a sword he got at the Renaissance Faire, and Myde pays for the zoo trip.

20) Everyone gets together and starts protesting something outside of your house. What are they protesting? What do you do?
I'm not sure there's one thing they could all agree to protest about... Maybe the fact that I don't draw/write about them

21) 9(Ekronn) murders 2's (Tobra) best friend. What does 2 do to get back at them?
Tobra would send an army of toy monsters after him.

22) 6(Kaleb) and 1 (Aeko)are in mortal danger. Only one of them can survive. Does 6 save him/herself or 1?
Kaleb would probably try to save Aeko, and Aeko, being the selfish asshole he is, would gladly put his life first.
=[ which is a shame because Kaleb is so sweet

23) Which one of them is most likely to fail at life?
Well technically, Doxe and Tobra failed at life already... Aeko too.

24) 5(Vayne) is trapped in a cave. 10 (Jetta) comes to rescue them. What happens?
Jetta turns into a naga and probably eats Vayne. I mean come on, dark cave, just the two of them...

25) 3(Doxe) starts a day camp. What happens?
Aha.. night camp? Yeah. He starts a night camp. You have to sign a waver to join, and you'll probably die before dawn.

26) 4 (Myde), 6(Kaleb), and 7(Gereme) are doing the Hokey-Pokey. 8(Shaerendin) walks in. What happens?
"What the hell... are you humans doing...?" *walks out*

27) 1(Aeko) starts to write a fan-fiction where 9(Ekronn) and 10(Jetta) are going out. What is 2's (Tobra) reaction?
"But.... Isn't Ekronn your son?"
"Shhh"

28) 7(Gereme) makes an apple pie. Is it any good?
I dunno. I guess.

29) 8(Shaerendin) and 3(Doxe) go camping. For some reason they forget to bring any food. What do they do?
Shaerendin's a hunter, so he offeres to find food. Doxe asks him to bring something alive back too so he can eat.

30) While they are camping, they run into The Blair Witch. What do they do? (If you haven't seen that movie pretend they ran into the Boogeyman or something like that instead.)
They'd both try to kill it

31) The quiz is over. What does everyone go to do now?
Everyone parts ways, wondering why they'd ever do stuff together in the first place >.>

So... I just finished reinstalling windows on my laptop.

I'm not happy. I figured it would be okay for me to delete everything and start over as long as it worked. The music could be re-optained,a nd games, redownloaded...

But I lost Photoshop

And all my stories and art that were in progress.

I guess it's not THAT bad.... I'd rather this, then a devastating, destructive trojan.

So, as long as it would have taken me to produce some sort of art, consider everything on hold until...further notice.

=/

Every time I get in the mood to do something creative, I usually talk about it alot,and then end up not doing it for a while and I just hate myself for it.

So I finally just said forget it, I won't worry about it. If I do it, I do it, if not, who cares. I won't tell everyone to expect thigns from me when I know I won't deliver.

And that's kind of what the last journal was about.

And of freaking course, as soon as I say I'm not doing anything, I put out a finished picture.

sigh.

I give up on understanding myself.

I just added pictures to my scraps. Just a bunch of sketches from a while ago. if I finish anything and submit it, it will most likely be one of those.

Ohwell.

First off, I apologize.

I've had a shitty couple of days, couple of weeks, and I'm close to the end of my rope. I haven't been active here at all, and then again, I haven't been active anywhere. Things just suck right now and it's out of my hands.

My birthday is coming up. Maybe I'll get a second chance. If not, I'm pretty sure I'm done. With everything.

I had a semi-break down the other day. Still dealing with it, but its not helping that I have no support from anyone around me.

It could have all been avoided. But as usual, I fail.

At everything.

At life.

My point here is that I can't sit here and tell you all that I'm going to produce art again like I used to, because I don't know for sure where I'll be tomorrow, or what state my mind will be in. I don;t know if I'll ever submit anything ever again. I just can't say what will happen in the future. I'm so unsure of everything right now and I just need you to know this might be the end.

I'm not saying it is, I'm just saying, I don't know.

But who does?

So I'm not sure if this is a goodbye, a hiatus, or just some ramblings. Take it how you want, and I'll see you whenever.

So, the next two weeks or so, I have off from work due to a lucky schedule mix-up. Maybe I'll finally be able to finish the random artwork I've been working on.

Huzzah!

Oh, and quick question...

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Does that look like chainmail? I need opinions. I've been working on that for like... a while XD

The sooner I get my answer, the sooner I finish it >.>